OPEN YOUR EYES, LOOK WITHIN. ARE YOU SATISFIED WITH THE LIFE YOU´RE LIVING?
i'm disapointed i'm feeling tired and grumpy and all i see is everyone's smile and them laughing and chatting and all i do is just sit and i was quiet i use to be a girl who liked being a little by herself and now i some reason love to be with a crowd and today i felt so bad felt a feeling so dark got mixed up in emotions when the family talked to me i didn't know how to react cause of what i was feeling inside felt i was fading a bit felt as if i was going to cry family make me feel cunferdale and i make them feel a little different everytime i am there to see them i'm always changing and i'm always in a mood they don't know about or understand i'm disapointed cause i couldn't cope with people being happy around me all i could do was feel sad and mad and felt a little confused i was feeling like the wall fell on my head and i was dead and at the time i couldn't bearly stand being in a room full i was so confused and unsure i didn't know how to react i felt as if i was going to ball my eyes out the girl i use to be was so quiet i use to love laughing for the soul and now all i am is feeling bad angry tired mad and disapointed
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